I'm on a mental retreat.  I can't fall back any further in my daily life, so I do it in my head.  I've hurt a few people with my inability to let them in lately, so rather than continue to hurt them, or hurt even more people, I'll just curl up within myself and hide in my mental castle.  *shrug*  It's not too bad.  I'm used to it here.  Besides, now I can rest even easier inside my castle…  I think the walls are higher and thicker than ever.  *snicker* 

      "It's no surprise to me – I am my own worst enemy."  – Lit

          Too bad I can't lock myself outside the walls.  I'm the one who screws me the most, right?